Confession

I finally managed to get myself back to reading Celebration of Discipline. I just finished the confession chapter. I now understand why Catholics practice confession. I never really got it except that they thought they had go through a mediator. However, going by the explanations in this book, which do make sense, I think I get it now. I realize the mediator thing is part of it but there is a great deal to be gained by all Christians and a large amount of scriptural back-up for the practice. I still don't agree with how they practice it but it's a discipline that I would like to experience and adapt to my Protestant ways. : )
I can definitely see the need for continual forgiveness as we have to have a continual relationship with Christ and God. I also see the possible advantages for "confessing one to another" as this would demand and nourish much tighter and more supportive bonds in congregations provided that no one took advantage of the knowledge gained so intimately. I also realize how much more of a release one would feel after confessing and receiving forgiveness not just from God but from someone we can physically see and hear.
Well, I guess that's my dissertation on confession.
I'm glad I'm reading theological books again. I've kinda pulled back over the last week and have been retreating into the edges of depression again. I need to make myself refocus on God and let Him heal me again. Whenever I fall away for any amount of time I feel the results of His absence emotionally and physically.
It's kind of like the tide. I ebb and flow towards God. But with each surge I come a little closer and I don't fall as far away on the ebbs. Hopefully the tide will continue to carry me to God, but I think I need to start rowing.
God's peace be upon you.